He told me the day would come, and I didn't believe him.I went on with my life for nearly two years, and then suddenly, this last week, it hit me.
I miss my friendship with Chris terribly.
I haven't found myself regretting too many things, but this is just eating away at me. I feel so much guilt for the way that I hurt him, and how many times I sabotaged our friendship for entertainment. I really was horrible to him...
How could I take someone like him for granted? He was so good to me for so long. You know, I don't deserve his friendship again, but it doesn't mean I don't want it desperately.