Ignorance is bliss, but it's not happiness.
So honestly...the situation has made me unhappy for a while. I have allowed myself to become a person that people don't like, and i've justified it to myself every step of the way. I think I missed out on a lot because of it, too.
At the end of the day, all you can do is try to be the best version of yourself possible, and I haven't been doing that.
So a resolution to myself: I need to set better goals, and follow through until I acheive them.