
Those of you who know me personally, or even those of you who have been following me for a while know that I have a history of depression.
Though I've never had anything in particular to be truly miserable about, I generally am pretty weighed down most of the time.
A few weeks ago I just got this amazing feeling come over me and I had this huge urge to be proactive for once. I haven't looked back, since then.
I've always had a reson to be happy (a job, roof over my head, etc.) but I always wanted more.
For once, instead of dwelling on things, I was able to change my behaviour to make my life what I wanted.
I'm really genuinely happy to the point I feel Like I could explode and I haven't felt that way in years.
I have really been looking forward to what's next for once, instead of reflecting on what is already behind me.
It's a big step and a big change in my life. I'm very proud of myself!