
I just...don't feel, I know that I should. When someone calls me a name, it should sting, but it doesn't. When someone says they love me, I should feel joy, but I don't. The only emotion that ever seems to make an appearance is anger.
I think I have just had so much emotional trauma that I just plain don't feel anymore. It's like being in a plane crash. You'd use any other form of transportation before getting on another plane.