I don't make it a habit to feel bad about myself. Infact, I have one of the biggest egos of anyone I know. I think I have a lot to offer the human race, and tend to make it quite obvious, when the chance arrises.
However, this dropping off the face of the Earth thing has got to stop! Why do guys do this? What is so scary about not being into a girl and telling her so? Is it that if they just never talk to her again, they don't feel bad for leading them on? Well guess what...just because you're ignoring her doesn't mean that you're hurting her feelings any less, and one day karma will catch up to you for doing it.
I'd much rather a guy just call me and say "Listen, I had fun and all, but you're not for me." I'd probably nod my head in agreement and go on my merry way, never to talk to him again. I guess it's a closure thing. For me, I just need to know what the deal is. I can't be left hanging forever. It's common courtesy and i'd do it to him if the positions were reversed.
There is somethnig about the fact that we went out twice, he spent the entire weekend here and called me on Sunday night after he left, that doesn't add up. If he didn't like me, why call me for a second date? If he didn't like me, why spend the entire weekend? And if he really didn't like me, why make plans for this week, and call me on Sunday night? He could've just left it here, when he left my house, but he didn't.
Oh well, whatever. I will never understand why guys have such a hard time with this concept. Tim did it to me, and now Andrew, and I can't say that i'm surprised. I did make a point to tell everyone that asked how it went "It went really well, which means that i'll probably never see him again."
I guess he was never obligated to call me at any point this week, but I feel that if he really liked me, and had any intention of hanging out this weekend, he'd follow up with some plans. But hey, it must just be a female thing!
Anyway, good riddance to him. I think he's a very nice boy and that I would have had a lot of fun if we hung out again, but i'm leaving it here on this page, to stay. Just as I did with Tim, i'm gonna move on and forget all about it, and find another guy to mess around with for a couple days, and continue like that until I get so disgusted with their lack of ability to be civilized, respectful and mature about their feelings (or lack thereof, if that's the case) for me that i'll never go anywhere near one of them, for the rest of my life.
The End.
PS: I'm not a man hater...they just make it so fucking hard to like them, when they do this to me.