A lot has happened in this past month.
I really think that i've learned to appreciate myself a lot more. I see all of the excellent qualities that I have, and don't feel quite so upset about life.
I've learned that you really have to work with what you've got, and what i've got is a great sense of humour, beautiful smile and a wealth of intelligence. That's not bad.
I have a stalker. Sounds weird and like it may be an over-reaction, but I do. I have a stalker. I had to get the police involved, and was amazed to see the extra steps taken on the security front, at work. It makes you realize how much people care about you.
I've been having more fun, and trying to take myself a little less seriously. My work schedule has changed drastically for the better, and I have time for myself, and my friends. My friends. Are. Awesome.
I have made a habit of fearing nothing, and meeting new people whenever the chance arises.
My friends are all desperately trying to set me up with all of the single, good-looking guys that they know, and instead of being weird about it, i'm embracing it. I've come to realize that there is no better time than the present to really start trying to make my life better.
I'm taking extra steps to make myself feel as beautiful as I can be. Instead of just putting my hair in a ponytail, i'll take the time to curl it and I even added some extra colour to it. Instead of not wearing makeup, i'm taking the time to brighten up my eyes a little more...you'd be surprised how good you can make yourself feel just by adding some more colour to your life.
Jello shooters are my friend. As are Screwdrivers.
I am actually quite likable when i'm not stressed about ridiculous things. i like myself when i'm not stressed about things.
This past weekened, I went to my friend's Jack and Jill and had a great time. I didn't really know anyone, there, but met people pretty fast. By the end of the night, I had had 10 free drinks, had someone buy me a slice of pizza, had a guy bring me ice for my drink, a young lad tell me, "Pretty ladies don't light their own cigarettes." and was getting introduced as "The Beautiful Jessica"
So I guess my point is that I feel really great about my life. I feel really great about my future and the person that I am...and my friends, and my family and i'm just having a great time!
My girlfriend is pregnant and i'm letting her use my favourite name for a kid...since i'm so far from having my own. Isn't that nice of me?
Hope you are all well.