I have this wonderful eggplant sweater that I wanna put on, but them i'm afraid i'll be too hot.
Wow, I can't believe I feel it's necessary to document this.
There is this girl that takes all the same buses as me, and she hates me. I don't know why. I've never said a word to her. Every time she sees me, she rolls her eyes, then glares at me the entire time I am on the bus. I think she is jealous of me. That is ridiculous, I know, but I really do think that's what it is.
Really, it all started because she had the same shoes as me, last fall. The black and pink Roxy skaters. She always wore pink...she was like I used to be, when I was 15. Anyway, from that point, every time I see her, she does that. Today, I gave her the finger and then she acted surprised like maybe she had just casually glanced in my direction for the first time ever...people are so stupid.
I am definitely going to hell, by the way. Firstly, last night at work, I was bored so I convinced my coworker to call another store and pretend to be a french customer. What resulted was 20 minutes of hell for the person on the other line...I laughed my ass off. I called her later and she said it was me, but I swore to God it wasn't. It wasn't, but I did suggest it...so I think that's a big time sin.
HAHA. Second thing....I treated myself to an ice cream cone today, since it was such a gorgeous day. I went for a walk, and in my travels I passed by a church, and they were having a church BBQ. Anyway, as I was walking by, I kinda was doing...interesting things with the ice cream. I thought it was really funny, but really it was just rude. What kind of person does that?
While waiting for the bus, i lay down in the grass and watched the clouds roll by. I haven't done that in a while. I didn't even sit up when a car went by...I wonder what they thought about me. Do I look like a crazy person when I do that? Who cares, I guess.
A (one of the twins) just arrived. They are both moving back, tonight. I don't think she likes me very much, because the first thing she did was ask me where everyone else was...
By the way, everyone else abandoned me for the weekend, as well. I assume they'll all be back tonight, since school starts tomorrow. It'll be our first night with a full house.
Um
I'm too cold to keep doing this. It feels like my fingers are gonna fall off. I think i'm gonna watch a movie, or something. Maybe.
I still wanna put my tv in the livingroom, because it's much bigger than K's, which is in there...not to mention it's got a VCR in it and that is kind of a nice thing to have in the livingroom.
This time of year reminds me of happiness. And apple pies and hay rides and chimney smoke...and love.
I was at the mall the other day, and I saw one of my coworkers eating by herself, so I went and sat with her. She was with her friend, who was talking to someone...anyway, I had heard a lot about the friend, but never met him, and he is CUTE.
So i'm at work, last night and he calls and says, "Hey Jess, it's B." I had to think for a second, of who I know with that name, then I realized who it was. i hate when people call me at work and just talk to me like they know me, because I am never suspecting. So he asks for the coworker and I say, "she left an hour ago." and he says, "Oh cool. Thanks Jess." and then he says, "Hey, are you coming out tonight?" I told him probably, and he was like, "Cool, see ya later."
It was the most bizzare conversation I have ever had with someone I have only met once, and spoken to for about two minutes. He's tres cute, though, and I would totally hook up with him if D (the coworker) were not totally in love with him.
In other news, I have stood up my friends two nights in a row, because of the location of my new place. But not really. I lost my ID in the move, so I had no way to even get in to the bar. I told them that, on Friday. Then Meg came to work and gave me her ID...even though I don't really look anything like her. So they just assumed I was gonna go out with them. By the time I got home, it was after eleven, and I figured by the time I got ready and got downtown, it'd be after midnight, and what's the point to party for a mere two hours, really? I did call them and tell them I wasn't going, and they were already waiting in line at the bar, so it was all good.
So yesterday, I really did feel like going out. I called Ash and she said she wasn't sure if she wanted to go, and to call her later. So I called her after work, and they still didn't sound too sure. When I talked to them, they were getting drugs, which is another reason I didn't wanna go out with them, because I hate when they're fucked up on something and all they can think about is getting more fucked up and finding more drugs...I just hate it.
So I waited for D to call me, because I was originally supposed to go out with her. She never called, which is no big deal. I settled in and watched a movie by myself. I couldn't sleep with an empty house. It's so weird.
Anyway, T calls me at eleven, and leaves a message that says, I kid you not, "Yo, Jess, where the FUCK are you? call us back." Couple other mystery calls, with no message, and then at quarter to 12, "Hey, um, I guess I missed your call, because I know you said you were gonna call us on your way down. So, um, thanks for shafting us two nights in a row now, Jess. Thanks a lot. Anyway, call me when you get this, and if you get me in the next 15 minuets, i'll come pick you up, but after that i'm gonna start drinking. K Bye."
I felt bad, but I really did not feel like going out. And I know they're all gonna be kinda pissed at me, but what's to say that I did spend $25 round trip for a cab, only to get turned down at the bar for using someone else's ID, right?
Well, it sounds like everyone is home, so I might go try to be social, instead of staying cooped up in this terrible orange room.
Later dudes.